Monday, December 15, 2025

wikipedia!!

               -`dive - twiceหŽหŠ˗

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hiiii~

recently i had the urge to go back on wikipedia and start customizing my userpage. but let me tell you, i am NOT a coder ๐Ÿ˜“ i spent many nights finding cool userboxes and trying to organize them on my page. coding is not my forte. it's really hard for me to understand how to do these things. genuinely! i read about how to do wikicoding, but it takes me a while to understand computer nerd talk. i wish there was a magical button where it downloads the information from my head to the screen. or hand over the work to a nerd. thank god im a linguist cuz all of the articles use technical language and im like "fool me once, that's on me. fool me twice, that's on me again sorry." reading them makes me feel like im a kid in the older students classroom, if that makes sense? like im supposed to be here to pick up something but still feels daunting. anyways, my wiki doesn't look too shabby! it's not bad for someone who was struggling lol. 

plz come check out my wiki and leave a heart or a comment under the talk tab (⸝⸝> ฯ‰ <⸝⸝)

my wikipedia!



Friday, October 24, 2025

things my students have said to me

              -`super tuna- jinหŽหŠ˗

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yo konnichiwagwan minna-slimes (im too obsessed with that toronto slang video)

im an elementary language teacher so hope that explains everything (will keep updating)

my reaction most of the time

me: okay, deer is qwaaq 

student: *throws up fours* GUAP!

me: no 

student: GUAC! *poses*

me: *sighs*


me: mawii is your relative, like your cousin! 

student: mommy?

me: *sighs*


me: have any of you guys gone to hawaii?

student: *raises his hand* i have! three times!

student's brother: *raises his hand* we have never been to hawaii


me: okay everyone, what big event was happening in america during the 1800s?

student: your birthda-

me: timeout


me: and how would you pronounce this word?

student: *hesitantly* dick?

me: no


student: you play roblox?

me: yeah! 

student: aren't you in college?


me: how do you say 'what is your name' in piipaash?

student 1: *kind of mumbles* kadoka mmii mmulyk?

me: close!

student 2: kadok m'ii mmulyk?

me: xotsh!

student 1: i said that! *makes gibberish sounds*

me: ?


student: *points to my bag* is that a labubu?

me: no it's a- 

my class one by one: labubu? LABUBU! labubu. dubai~


me: anything fun happen to you guys while i was gone?

student: *raises his hand* uhm! uhm. we went on a field trip

me: ooo~ fun! where to?

student: *disassociates*

teacher: you forgot what field trip you went on? *raises eyebrow* we just went there last week

student 2: SCIENCE CENTERRRRRRR


me: okay raise your hand if you're related to someone in this class

class: *all of them raise their hand* 

student: *walks up to me and whispers* im lowkey related to everyone in this room

me: uhm. thanks for letting me know but let's go back to our seat


me: now was this a pai or a river language?

student: *enthusiastically* PAIVER!

other students: *turn around and stare at him*


student: thanks for watching. click the link in my bio.


me: *goes to next slide and its a drawing of three boys doing the kamehameha*

three boys: *instantly get out of their seats, stand next to each other, and recreate the pose in silence*

me: *lowkey a little impressed with their coordination* okay. 


แฏ“★ angel

Thursday, October 23, 2025

BTS Concert Weeks!!

                 -`134340- btsหŽหŠ˗

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hihi

omg! towards the end of last month and earlier this month (i already forgot the dates) was bts movie weeks. basically to show bts progression in venues from 2016 to 2021 (their first big venue and ended on a pandemic concert). im happy i was able to take my friend with me so they could see what bts is all about! there were 4 concerts in total they we're showing in the theaters so i bought tickets for all of them cuz duh! it's bts! here's what my experience was like: 


                                                                       2016 hyyh concert
                                                                

there were quite a bunch of people. i'd say the upstairs seating was full! but bro, why was I THE ONLY ONE SCREAMING AND SINGING ALONG TO THE LYRICS?!?! the beginning of the screening goes "MAKE SOME NOIIISEEE" and the noise was only me ๐Ÿ˜ญ when they went "SING IT ARMY" i was the only one singing ☠️ (this is a reoccurring theme throughout the concert weeks). when the first song came on and hoseok came out, he looked too good for me to NOT scream! so naturally i screamed. and everyone, i mean EVERYONE, laughed at me (╥﹏╥) there was one mom sitting next to my friend and she seemed like she was into the music but her kids were noooooot havin it LOL! she was more excited than her kids so maybe she dragged her kids along? idk. shoutout to that mom though cuz while i was screaming for hoseok, she basically was like "GET YOUR MANS GIRL!!" LIKE YESSS I WILL GET HIM TRUST!!!!! but tell me why was i the only one who knew their b-sides from their older albums?! i went crazy for hiphop phile and autumn leaves and NOOOONE around me looked like they knew the song. sad. the boys sang 'young forever', which is an emotional song. so i was tearing up (ofc), and my friend started LAUGHING. i was sooo confused. she went, "why is namjoon disassociating?!" i looked at him and tell me why was he out of it ๐Ÿ˜ญ safe to say i wasn't in my feels anymore

likeeee he's just standing there ๐Ÿ˜ญ

fun concert! wished the fans were a little more hyped up tho ˙◠˙ but i got bracelet and sticker freebies ๐Ÿ˜›


2017 wings concert


the theater had a decent crowd like last time. but before the show started, one of the staff members came out and said "no video recording no taking out your phones or else you will get kicked out. and please be respectful of your screaming" i was so confused. like it's a concert. plus i needed my phone to change the color of my lightstick to each song. whatever. AND to restrict my screaming? hellll nahh brotherrr. but i need to know what happened in the first showing for her to make an annoucement. i went to a different theater so something crazy must've happened for her to do that. the crowd was more into the concert this time. but i was still the small group of ppl WHO WAS SCREAMING AND HAVING FUN!!!! at least i got freebies >w<! the girl noticed me jamming out a little too hard, so she gave me all her stickers. anywho i was hyped up throughout the concert and forgot about the "be respectful of your screaming" rule cuz trust!! i was gonna get my moneys worth!!! 
(also apparently ishowspeed came to phx that same day?! at az mills and asu of all places ๐Ÿ˜ญ? so realistically i could've met him?!? i watched his livestream when i got home and was so shocked). 


                                                               2019 speak yourself concert


this was an emotional one for me cuz this tour that was my first bts concert experience (and second ever concert i've been to atp). i went on sept. 12, 2018 on namjoon's bday in oakland! i even got interviewed (˶ห†แ—œห†˵) i remember that day clearly. and to see the members roughly looking the same from when i went, yeah i cried. v emotional time (especially since it was one of the worst years bts experienced to the point they almost disbanded). this concert specifically reminded me of my middle school days. i got a little choked up during their solo songs, like jimin's song 'serendipity'. but not as much during jin's performance of epiphany. it threw me back to when i listened to it in the concert and how i far i gotten (i was sobbing). plus he's just a really great singer! 

group photo after the oakland concert ><

epiphany- jin

 once again, i was one of three people who were singing along so i felt embarrassed. i still screamed and everything :p. i even did the famous 'why you sad. idk nan molla' fanchant from fake love, but only me and one other woman sang it. after the showing, that women came up to me and said "you get it!!". it was a little sad cuz all the armys used to SING that line. only she knew what's up. no freebies this time </3


2021 sowoozoo concert


WHY WERE THERE 10 PPL IN THIS THEATER??!?!?! ๐Ÿ˜ญ mad embarrassing bro. this time i really toned down the screaming. i felt really discouraged. i think i screamed 4-5 times? but whatevs. it was a fun concert. when they were singing daechwita omg that was the highlight of the night LOL my friend and i were DYING when taehyung appeared on screen, i couldn't breathe. even if i already seen it, it was hilarious the billionth time around. soooo many questions left to be answered. why did he dress himself as a prisoner ☠️?! did they not rehearse this part? cause in the background yoongi looked like he wanted to laugh. he's so serious about his role ๐Ÿ˜ญ what also was funny was that his beard kept coming off so he had to keep sticking it back onto his face. the difference in color between his hair and beard is so funny too

the scene in question ๐Ÿ˜ญ why did tae fall the other way ☠️?!

namjoon gave some encouraging remarks about staying strong through the pandemic, which was comforting. and i hope they have a fun time when they do make a in-person concert in a better situation than they were back then. i was sitting next to a grandma and after the showing, she came up to me and said "thank you for making the show fun. you knew all the lyrics". it seemed like she came by herself but she was mingling with this other lady next to her. no freebies this time too </3


reflection 

overall it felt bittersweet to see how big they have gotten. their small venue to now where it's stadiums. to see how much they have grown musically and confidence they now have. for the first concert, i literally turned to my friend and said "THEY LOOK LIKE BABIES" then cried. and now when i look at their insta accounts they have grown so much. they deserve it. 

so what did i learn? uhm. people suck, they don't know how to have fun anymore. they made me feel bad for having fun. and i wish the fan culture was the same as pre-pandemic. at least we were all crazy in the theater together </3

แฏ“★ angel

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

spy x family rant (SPOILERS)

          -`masshiro- fujii kazeหŽหŠ˗

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hihi

as im withering away on my bed due to the ailment that has fallen upon me (regular sickness) by the dark reunion, i decided what good time for me to catch up on my shows. i had the sudden urge to watch some anime since i havent properly watched one in many years. maybe to experience the feeling of anime again from middle school, or just to feel some comfort while sick just like i used to in 5th grade. whatever the feeling was, it felt overwhelming ( ꩜ แฏ… ꩜;)  so, since i finished the first season of spy x family with my friends, i thought why not catch up since it's at its third season at the moment. i rewatched the first season since i vaguely remembered what happened. as time went on, i noticed some things that caught my eye and i have no one to talk about it with. aka i have too much time on my hands 


Language 

if yall don't know, im minoring in japanese. so i know a konnichiwa or two ( ¬แด—¬).  i may be late to the party on a lot of things (just pretend im smart to make me feel good okay? dont hurt my feelings), but it's still fun to point out. first thing first, the language use between each character. since im sick, i didn't pay too much attention to the voices since i was hyper focused on the subtitles. but at some point i started listening and was shocked at a couple things. 1) i can understand the characters (yes im one of those rare crazy people who dont consume japanese media (rarely even unless its music) as a japanese learner) so imagine my surprise when i was like "I CAN UNDERSTAND OH MY GOSH *hacks up a cough*" 2) the formality use between the characters was an interesting way for me to better understand the relationships. 

let's start with Anya. bless her heart, but with her cute japanese i can barely understand sometimes just by listening </3 it sounds like how a toddler babbles like "pwease gib anya juice" or "anya take oba da world >:)" she does refer to herself in third person (so cyuute) and talks informal a lot (adorbs). sometimes she uses keigo (formal talk) but tends to mispronounce it time to time. one really cute detail i noticed was in the first season, anya has her name on the door as ANIA and later on it got fixed to ANYA. it just shows her slowly grasping the language. another one is ใ‚ˆใ‚ใ—ใใŠ้ก˜ใ„ใ—ใพใ™ yoroshiku onegaishimasu (nice to meet you/ pleased to work with you kind-of-vibe) omg gotta be one of my fav quirks from her. not only she has her toddler babble to it, she talks like how she hears adults say it (like a normal child does) but she messes this phrase so bad its so cute. instead of the correct way, she says ใ‚ˆใ‚ใ‚ใ™ใŠใญใŒใ„ใ™ใ‚‹ใพใ™ yororosu onegaisurumasu like it's so bad its baffling like how you even mess it up ๐Ÿ˜ญ☠️  but it sounds really cute when she says it. it's a mistake that no one would even think to make except anya. i would say the closest translation i could make out of it would be pwea-eazed to will met ya. idk something like that. its a shame english doesn't have the same quirk but she changed the conjugation in the wrong spot at the end and had a completely different made up word in the beginning. same with ใŠใฏใ„ใ‚ˆใ”ใ–ใ„ใพใ™ ohaiyo gozaimasu (good morning) but she'll say it as ใŠใฏใ„ใ–ใ„ใพใ™ ohaizaimasu (gudmorn'). 

can't talk about anya without Damian. damian threw me off a lot just cause the way he speaks to anya. he speaks pretty disrespectful to anya but it's funny to hear it from a 6 year old's mouth LOLOL! of course, he speaks real informal to anya (she does the same). but instead of calling her by her name, he addresses her as ใŠๅ‰ o-mae, which is one of the rudest way to refer to someone. it translates to 'you' but think of it in a bully/derogatory way. it's very masculine language and usually used between close friends (which can be interpreted as friendly talk if so). he also calls her ๆ‰‹ๅ‰ temee, which is even ruder version of ใŠๅ‰ o-mae, still refers to as 'you'. damian still uses keigo (formal talk) to most adults and keeps it formal with classmates. i dont recall him being formal to loid when they first met? it's been a while so i probably forgot. but that's what i observed so far. 

Yor is very formal. you'll never catch her lacking. always uses formal talk for everyone. like everyone. including her victims. infact, she calls the people she's about to kill ใŠๅฎขๆง˜ okyaku-sama (customer but in it's highest form of formality). i recall that after she kills someone, she'll go on the phone to talk to her boss and say "the customer has been served" or "i dealt with the customer" in formal talk (divaaa). she uses ~ใ•ใ‚“ san (Mr. Ms.) for everybody, even animals. Mr. Bond, Ms. Anya, Mr. Loid, etc. even when she's thinking in her head she still uses keigo. but i think it stems from her being unconfident, so she puts everyone on a higher level than herself. she talks casual with her brother yuri but still uses some form of politeness to him. 

Loid uses a good mix of casualness and formality in his day to day use whether as a spy or being Loid. he speaks casual to anya (uses ใŠๅ‰ o-mae to her) franky, and bond. to anyone else he pretty much uses polite speech. when talking to yor, he calls her yor-san. but sometimes when he's talking to fiona or yuri, he says yor or yor-san. honestly im confused sometimes why he does that. i think it depends on the relationship he has with them? maybe to show how close he is with yor (keeping up with the fake marriage persona) or showing respect to her, even if she isn't in the same room as him. 

anyways that's all i can remember as a sick person


Loid's Past Life

war is terrible. it was so sad to see him be expressive as a kid and see it change when the bomb hit his city. to see him grow up thinking his friends got killed during the first bomb attack. then see them alive again when he joined the military, only for them to DIE a week later after meeting them. lord i would crash out if that ever happened to me. life was very cruel to him. and now he's kind of emotionless </3 im glad we got to see how him and franky became friends. i forgot franky was from ostania until this flashback happened, only then i realized his convo with fiona (i think?) made more sense when he said he would rather help westalis than his own country. anyways, it was interesting to see how loid developed as a character. he's not even loid, he's 〇〇〇〇. we don't know his real name. he makes me sad :( when he woke up from his flashback and said "where am i? right this is loid's house." what if i strangled myself?  


Loid & Anya 

ik theyre not blood related BUT THEY ARE TO MEE!!! anya and loid are sooo similar. likeee loid birthed anya from his uterus that's his daughter fr. first of all, loid lied about his age to join the military, anya lied about her age so loid could adopt her. loid was very expressive as a kid and anya is soo expressive. same anger issues, they cry the same way, idk im so soft for their relationship .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·. he treats her better than how his father treated him and i think him raising anya heals him in a way. all his father did was instill fear and abuse in the household. meanwhile his current home is filled with love and anya feels very comfortable with her parents. /cries/ in any case, we gotta give props for anya keeping up with everything cause she's so smart for a 4 year old. she's doing things thats she would have to know as a 6 year old and is trying her best. that's my anya praise of the day ☆


Loid & Yor

BROOOO LOID JUST CONFESS TO YOR. WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGGGG?!!??! "it's for the mission" pack it up vro just admit you want to eat apple pudding with your wife ๐Ÿฅ€ "for the sake of operation strix," no it's not. "you never know who's watching," mind you no one is watching. what's next? *grows old together* "it's just for the mission" bro. i love slow burns but man does loid irritate me sooooo much. all he does is try to aura farm and be the nonchalant dreadhead around yor like bro plz be chalant about this? 

how i feel when loid says "it's for the mission"

Country's Language

okay this is the linguist in me that's been bugging me. what even is the language of westalis and ostania? in one episode, damian used english for his report as well as yuri typing in english for transcription. like okay english, sure. another thing is the use of japanese in the world. if they're speaking japanese with the keigo form in mind, then japanese must be the main language right? keigo is used so much that it's hard for me to imagine it the same in other language (if japanese is canon). in the background, they even use romanized version of japanese (examples i remember: chigau instead of ้•; nomu instead of ้ฃฒใ‚€). so does this mean kana and kanji doesn't exist? this is a very western setting, obv hinting a german vibe given that they live in berlint. ppl on the internet are saying "duh they're westerners so they speak german" okay so if that's the case, everyone is trilingual then?? if english is accepted in eden academy as well as Japanese used as spoken language, what is german? i get that most of the kids families come from elites or high ranking military officials so german has to be a must right? and given that ostania and westalis can understand each other, this indicates that they used to be a united country with maybe dialect/accent differences. in one ep, anya was tested on ancient languages and she would've gotten 100 points if she didn't misspell most of them. so does ancient languages refer to like greek or latin? or is it a case people speak japanese (cause that's all the va's know) but officially use english/german for everything? im getting myself confused. 

anyways, that's all i have to rant about the show for now.

แฏ“★ angel

Sunday, September 21, 2025

do writing systems help or hinder indigenous language revitalization efforts?

 -`la rosa de los vientos - makizaหŽหŠ˗

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hii~ 

this is something that have been on my mind for quite a while. so i was reading a wikipedia article about the cia-cia language living in the city of baubau in indonesia. like many indigenous languages, it's oral and there's a need for a written script. and like many young people today, in a world of writing, the interest of learning a purely oral language is trending downwards. 

i believe they tried to use a latin script but it just wasn't sticking to the students. so they looked at different scripts in the world and thought, why not try using hangul, a korean writing system. it became a such huge success that they were able to create a dictionary a year after they have officially adopted it! there's a youtube video showing students writing in hangul on the white board, as well producing textbooks in the script. it's amazing how quickly the turnaround of a once rarely spoken language becomes the standard in the community.

cia-cia language written in hangul

and that kind of got me thinking, well, are there any other scripts that could best fit a indigenous languages where it's purely oral? and this can be complicated to answer, depending on where the language is being spoken. in the americas, europe, and most places in africa, the latin script is well-favored if not, then cyrillic (broadly speaking). in china and taiwan, the chinese script is used. the ainu and okinawan languages in japan uses katakana (maybe a little hiragana here and there). but usually people will stick to what's more familiar and comfortable, thus using similar scripts. 

so that raised another question, do writing systems help or hinder indigenous language revitalization efforts?

im more familiar with native american languages and latin script so i'll be talking about it. 

central sierra miwok dialect spoken in central california using IPA (International Phonetic Alphabet)

the issues that arise when finding a script are: 1) does the new script best represent the sounds? 2) will people retain the new alphabet system? 3) people can be stuck in the box that they don't see what's outside of it. 

starting off with the first question, using an alphabet that doesn't best fit the spoken language can do huge damage for language revitalization. in the example of the cia-cia language, when they used the latin script, it was hard to find a letter that best represent [pah] or [ta]. while researching, hangul had characters for those sounds [ํŒŒ] [ํƒ€], so it became the standardized script for them. and this is something that can be difficult to deal with when thinking of a script to use. for most native american languages, using a latin script can make it less flexible to be able to represent a sound, especially with 26 letters. think tones, pronunciations that cannot be found in English, or glottal stops (writing wise). some may have found a way to make it work but others turn towards other scripts to help out.

secondly, it's important for the community feel comfortable using the writing system. this kind of ties into the first point, where the script has to best fit with the spoken language. i think what becomes a successful script is when people can easily pick it up, regardless of fluency level. this is something that i have witnessed within my community. during our language meetings, our elderly speakers were able to write it down while the beginners picked it up easily. it's truly an exciting thing to witness for a linguist (nerd) like me. accessibility is what can help get people to use the language more often. and not only that, being able to print papers or post about it online can bring more interest in the language. granted, if there's already a script readily at hand to type it out on the computer or phone. non latin scripts, such as cherokee and inuktituk, had to be programmed to unicode to use for various digital signage. reviving or creating a script such as those can become a symbol of pride for communities. but i'd imagine it took a long time to get to that point. 

cherokee syllabary written on t-shirt


anti-smoking campaign written in inuktitut syllabics

thirdly, sometimes people may stay thinking inside the box that they can't think outside of it. this is something that i noticed while working in a language program. sometimes, the people who are learning from our program are stuck in the "western" mindset, where there's one way or no way. it can be hard for them to understand that some words have multiple ways to use, depending on the context. especially with dialects. dialects can to be tricky to document since some may think their dialect is superior than the others. in my honest opinion, just stick with one and once you have enough to go off of, then you can expand to others. arguing about with dialect is best can cause setbacks such as delay of documentation or standardization of the script. people will have a say in what spelling will look better for a word. or how a word is spelled in a different dialect, leading to suppressing dialect diversity. another one is having a direct dictionary translation of the word. sometimes some words take a while to explain it fully. with my experience, i know elders explain things in a roundabout way or in a story form to truly understand a phrase. it takes patience and time for people to start understanding how the language works to come in with a different approach to learn. 

a secret fourth thing is that writing systems takes a lot of money. teaching materials, training people, technology (design programs, making a keyboard, translation sites, etc.), or perhaps a dedicated language center. this can also turn people away from having a script and keep the language orally since it's a lot of work.

a writing script's success depends on different factors. i find that what separates communities is how they utilize the script. if they embrace it, it can become a powerful asset for revitalization. once it starts to be more strict or stiff is when it can cause damage. dialect diversity can be pushed aside like alienating speakers being told how they speak is wrong. it's important to have flexibility with orthography because of that.

so, do writing systems help or hinder indigenous language revitalization efforts? i have a more positive outlook so i like to think it helps. writing systems can support language revitalization efforts, but the spirit of the language rests on the voices of the those who want to keep it alive. 

แฏ“★ angel

Tuesday, September 9, 2025

first post!!

₊✩‧₊˚เฑจเงŽ˚₊✩‧₊

hii everybody (˶˃ แต• ˂˶) this is my first post!

i have many interests that i plan on yapping abt: music, restaurants i've been to, games im playing, linguistic stuff, + many more. above all, i want to use this blog as digital diary to document whatever happens to me. i feel like a lot of silly things happen to me so I wanted to have an outlet to talk about it ๐™š enjoy reading my posts~


แฏ“★ angel

wikipedia!!

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