Friday, October 24, 2025

things my students have said to me

              -`super tuna- jinˎˊ˗

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yo konnichiwagwan minna-slimes (im too obsessed with that toronto slang video)

im an elementary language teacher so hope that explains everything (will keep updating)

my reaction most of the time

me: okay, deer is qwaaq 

student: *throws up fours* GUAP!

me: no 

student: GUAC! *poses*

me: *sighs*


me: mawii is your relative, like your cousin! 

student: mommy?

me: *sighs*


me: have any of you guys gone to hawaii?

student: *raises his hand* i have! three times!

student's brother: *raises his hand* we have never been to hawaii


me: okay everyone, what big event was happening in america during the 1800s?

student: your birthda-

me: timeout


me: and how would you pronounce this word?

student: *hesitantly* dick?

me: no


student: you play roblox?

me: yeah! 

student: aren't you in college?


me: how do you say 'what is your name' in piipaash?

student 1: *kind of mumbles* kadoka mmii mmulyk?

me: close!

student 2: kadok m'ii mmulyk?

me: xotsh!

student 1: i said that! *makes gibberish sounds*

me: ?


student: *points to my bag* is that a labubu?

me: no it's a- 

my class one by one: labubu? LABUBU! labubu. dubai~


me: anything fun happen to you guys while i was gone?

student: *raises his hand* uhm! uhm. we went on a field trip

me: ooo~ fun! where to?

student: *disassociates*

teacher: you forgot what field trip you went on? *raises eyebrow* we just went there last week

student 2: SCIENCE CENTERRRRRRR


me: okay raise your hand if you're related to someone in this class

class: *all of them raise their hand* 

student: *walks up to me and whispers* im lowkey related to everyone in this room

me: uhm. thanks for letting me know but let's go back to our seat


me: now was this a pai or a river language?

student: *enthusiastically* PAIVER!

other students: *turn around and stare at him*


student: thanks for watching. click the link in my bio.


me: *goes to next slide and its a drawing of three boys doing the kamehameha*

three boys: *instantly get out of their seats, stand next to each other, and recreate the pose in silence*

me: *lowkey a little impressed with their coordination* okay. 


ᯓ★ angel

Thursday, October 23, 2025

BTS Concert Weeks!!

                 -`134340- btsˎˊ˗

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hihi

omg! towards the end of last month and earlier this month (i already forgot the dates) was bts movie weeks. basically to show bts progression in venues from 2016 to 2021 (their first big venue and ended on a pandemic concert). im happy i was able to take my friend with me so they could see what bts is all about! there were 4 concerts in total they we're showing in the theaters so i bought tickets for all of them cuz duh! it's bts! here's what my experience was like: 


                                                                       2016 hyyh concert
                                                                

there were quite a bunch of people. i'd say the upstairs seating was full! but bro, why was I THE ONLY ONE SCREAMING AND SINGING ALONG TO THE LYRICS?!?! the beginning of the screening goes "MAKE SOME NOIIISEEE" and the noise was only me 😭 when they went "SING IT ARMY" i was the only one singing ☠️ (this is a reoccurring theme throughout the concert weeks). when the first song came on and hoseok came out, he looked too good for me to NOT scream! so naturally i screamed. and everyone, i mean EVERYONE, laughed at me (╥﹏╥) there was one mom sitting next to my friend and she seemed like she was into the music but her kids were noooooot havin it LOL! she was more excited than her kids so maybe she dragged her kids along? idk. shoutout to that mom though cuz while i was screaming for hoseok, she basically was like "GET YOUR MANS GIRL!!" LIKE YESSS I WILL GET HIM TRUST!!!!! but tell me why was i the only one who knew their b-sides from their older albums?! i went crazy for hiphop phile and autumn leaves and NOOOONE around me looked like they knew the song. sad. the boys sang 'young forever', which is an emotional song. so i was tearing up (ofc), and my friend started LAUGHING. i was sooo confused. she went, "why is namjoon disassociating?!" i looked at him and tell me why was he out of it 😭 safe to say i wasn't in my feels anymore

likeeee he's just standing there 😭

fun concert! wished the fans were a little more hyped up tho ˙◠˙ but i got bracelet and sticker freebies 😛


2017 wings concert


the theater had a decent crowd like last time. but before the show started, one of the staff members came out and said "no video recording no taking out your phones or else you will get kicked out. and please be respectful of your screaming" i was so confused. like it's a concert. plus i needed my phone to change the color of my lightstick to each song. whatever. AND to restrict my screaming? hellll nahh brotherrr. but i need to know what happened in the first showing for her to make an annoucement. i went to a different theater so something crazy must've happened for her to do that. the crowd was more into the concert this time. but i was still the small group of ppl WHO WAS SCREAMING AND HAVING FUN!!!! at least i got freebies >w<! the girl noticed me jamming out a little too hard, so she gave me all her stickers. anywho i was hyped up throughout the concert and forgot about the "be respectful of your screaming" rule cuz trust!! i was gonna get my moneys worth!!! 
(also apparently ishowspeed came to phx that same day?! at az mills and asu of all places 😭? so realistically i could've met him?!? i watched his livestream when i got home and was so shocked). 


                                                               2019 speak yourself concert


this was an emotional one for me cuz this tour that was my first bts concert experience (and second ever concert i've been to atp). i went on sept. 12, 2018 on namjoon's bday in oakland! i even got interviewed (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) i remember that day clearly. and to see the members roughly looking the same from when i went, yeah i cried. v emotional time (especially since it was one of the worst years bts experienced to the point they almost disbanded). this concert specifically reminded me of my middle school days. i got a little choked up during their solo songs, like jimin's song 'serendipity'. but not as much during jin's performance of epiphany. it threw me back to when i listened to it in the concert and how i far i gotten (i was sobbing). plus he's just a really great singer! 

group photo after the oakland concert ><

epiphany- jin

 once again, i was one of three people who were singing along so i felt embarrassed. i still screamed and everything :p. i even did the famous 'why you sad. idk nan molla' fanchant from fake love, but only me and one other woman sang it. after the showing, that women came up to me and said "you get it!!". it was a little sad cuz all the armys used to SING that line. only she knew what's up. no freebies this time </3


2021 sowoozoo concert


WHY WERE THERE 10 PPL IN THIS THEATER??!?!?! 😭 mad embarrassing bro. this time i really toned down the screaming. i felt really discouraged. i think i screamed 4-5 times? but whatevs. it was a fun concert. when they were singing daechwita omg that was the highlight of the night LOL my friend and i were DYING when taehyung appeared on screen, i couldn't breathe. even if i already seen it, it was hilarious the billionth time around. soooo many questions left to be answered. why did he dress himself as a prisoner ☠️?! did they not rehearse this part? cause in the background yoongi looked like he wanted to laugh. he's so serious about his role 😭 what also was funny was that his beard kept coming off so he had to keep sticking it back onto his face. the difference in color between his hair and beard is so funny too

the scene in question 😭 why did tae fall the other way ☠️?!

namjoon gave some encouraging remarks about staying strong through the pandemic, which was comforting. and i hope they have a fun time when they do make a in-person concert in a better situation than they were back then. i was sitting next to a grandma and after the showing, she came up to me and said "thank you for making the show fun. you knew all the lyrics". it seemed like she came by herself but she was mingling with this other lady next to her. no freebies this time too </3


reflection 

overall it felt bittersweet to see how big they have gotten. their small venue to now where it's stadiums. to see how much they have grown musically and confidence they now have. for the first concert, i literally turned to my friend and said "THEY LOOK LIKE BABIES" then cried. and now when i look at their insta accounts they have grown so much. they deserve it. 

so what did i learn? uhm. people suck, they don't know how to have fun anymore. they made me feel bad for having fun. and i wish the fan culture was the same as pre-pandemic. at least we were all crazy in the theater together </3

ᯓ★ angel

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

spy x family rant (SPOILERS)

          -`masshiro- fujii kazeˎˊ˗

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hihi

as im withering away on my bed due to the ailment that has fallen upon me (regular sickness) by the dark reunion, i decided what good time for me to catch up on my shows. i had the sudden urge to watch some anime since i havent properly watched one in many years. maybe to experience the feeling of anime again from middle school, or just to feel some comfort while sick just like i used to in 5th grade. whatever the feeling was, it felt overwhelming ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)  so, since i finished the first season of spy x family with my friends, i thought why not catch up since it's at its third season at the moment. i rewatched the first season since i vaguely remembered what happened. as time went on, i noticed some things that caught my eye and i have no one to talk about it with. aka i have too much time on my hands 


Language 

if yall don't know, im minoring in japanese. so i know a konnichiwa or two ( ¬ᴗ¬).  i may be late to the party on a lot of things (just pretend im smart to make me feel good okay? dont hurt my feelings), but it's still fun to point out. first thing first, the language use between each character. since im sick, i didn't pay too much attention to the voices since i was hyper focused on the subtitles. but at some point i started listening and was shocked at a couple things. 1) i can understand the characters (yes im one of those rare crazy people who dont consume japanese media (rarely even unless its music) as a japanese learner) so imagine my surprise when i was like "I CAN UNDERSTAND OH MY GOSH *hacks up a cough*" 2) the formality use between the characters was an interesting way for me to better understand the relationships. 

let's start with Anya. bless her heart, but with her cute japanese i can barely understand sometimes just by listening </3 it sounds like how a toddler babbles like "pwease gib anya juice" or "anya take oba da world >:)" she does refer to herself in third person (so cyuute) and talks informal a lot (adorbs). sometimes she uses keigo (formal talk) but tends to mispronounce it time to time. one really cute detail i noticed was in the first season, anya has her name on the door as ANIA and later on it got fixed to ANYA. it just shows her slowly grasping the language. another one is よろしくお願いします yoroshiku onegaishimasu (nice to meet you/ pleased to work with you kind-of-vibe) omg gotta be one of my fav quirks from her. not only she has her toddler babble to it, she talks like how she hears adults say it (like a normal child does) but she messes this phrase so bad its so cute. instead of the correct way, she says よろろすおねがいするます yororosu onegaisurumasu like it's so bad its baffling like how you even mess it up 😭☠️  but it sounds really cute when she says it. it's a mistake that no one would even think to make except anya. i would say the closest translation i could make out of it would be pwea-eazed to will met ya. idk something like that. its a shame english doesn't have the same quirk but she changed the conjugation in the wrong spot at the end and had a completely different made up word in the beginning. same with おはいよございます ohaiyo gozaimasu (good morning) but she'll say it as おはいざいます ohaizaimasu (gudmorn'). 

can't talk about anya without Damian. damian threw me off a lot just cause the way he speaks to anya. he speaks pretty disrespectful to anya but it's funny to hear it from a 6 year old's mouth LOLOL! of course, he speaks real informal to anya (she does the same). but instead of calling her by her name, he addresses her as お前 o-mae, which is one of the rudest way to refer to someone. it translates to 'you' but think of it in a bully/derogatory way. it's very masculine language and usually used between close friends (which can be interpreted as friendly talk if so). he also calls her 手前 temee, which is even ruder version of お前 o-mae, still refers to as 'you'. damian still uses keigo (formal talk) to most adults and keeps it formal with classmates. i dont recall him being formal to loid when they first met? it's been a while so i probably forgot. but that's what i observed so far. 

Yor is very formal. you'll never catch her lacking. always uses formal talk for everyone. like everyone. including her victims. infact, she calls the people she's about to kill お客様 okyaku-sama (customer but in it's highest form of formality). i recall that after she kills someone, she'll go on the phone to talk to her boss and say "the customer has been served" or "i dealt with the customer" in formal talk (divaaa). she uses ~さん san (Mr. Ms.) for everybody, even animals. Mr. Bond, Ms. Anya, Mr. Loid, etc. even when she's thinking in her head she still uses keigo. but i think it stems from her being unconfident, so she puts everyone on a higher level than herself. she talks casual with her brother yuri but still uses some form of politeness to him. 

Loid uses a good mix of casualness and formality in his day to day use whether as a spy or being Loid. he speaks casual to anya (uses お前 o-mae to her) franky, and bond. to anyone else he pretty much uses polite speech. when talking to yor, he calls her yor-san. but sometimes when he's talking to fiona or yuri, he says yor or yor-san. honestly im confused sometimes why he does that. i think it depends on the relationship he has with them? maybe to show how close he is with yor (keeping up with the fake marriage persona) or showing respect to her, even if she isn't in the same room as him. 

anyways that's all i can remember as a sick person


Loid's Past Life

war is terrible. it was so sad to see him be expressive as a kid and see it change when the bomb hit his city. to see him grow up thinking his friends got killed during the first bomb attack. then see them alive again when he joined the military, only for them to DIE a week later after meeting them. lord i would crash out if that ever happened to me. life was very cruel to him. and now he's kind of emotionless </3 im glad we got to see how him and franky became friends. i forgot franky was from ostania until this flashback happened, only then i realized his convo with fiona (i think?) made more sense when he said he would rather help westalis than his own country. anyways, it was interesting to see how loid developed as a character. he's not even loid, he's 〇〇〇〇. we don't know his real name. he makes me sad :( when he woke up from his flashback and said "where am i? right this is loid's house." what if i strangled myself?  


Loid & Anya 

ik theyre not blood related BUT THEY ARE TO MEE!!! anya and loid are sooo similar. likeee loid birthed anya from his uterus that's his daughter fr. first of all, loid lied about his age to join the military, anya lied about her age so loid could adopt her. loid was very expressive as a kid and anya is soo expressive. same anger issues, they cry the same way, idk im so soft for their relationship .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·. he treats her better than how his father treated him and i think him raising anya heals him in a way. all his father did was instill fear and abuse in the household. meanwhile his current home is filled with love and anya feels very comfortable with her parents. /cries/ in any case, we gotta give props for anya keeping up with everything cause she's so smart for a 4 year old. she's doing things thats she would have to know as a 6 year old and is trying her best. that's my anya praise of the day ☆


Loid & Yor

BROOOO LOID JUST CONFESS TO YOR. WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGGGG?!!??! "it's for the mission" pack it up vro just admit you want to eat apple pudding with your wife 🥀 "for the sake of operation strix," no it's not. "you never know who's watching," mind you no one is watching. what's next? *grows old together* "it's just for the mission" bro. i love slow burns but man does loid irritate me sooooo much. all he does is try to aura farm and be the nonchalant dreadhead around yor like bro plz be chalant about this? 

how i feel when loid says "it's for the mission"

Country's Language

okay this is the linguist in me that's been bugging me. what even is the language of westalis and ostania? in one episode, damian used english for his report as well as yuri typing in english for transcription. like okay english, sure. another thing is the use of japanese in the world. if they're speaking japanese with the keigo form in mind, then japanese must be the main language right? keigo is used so much that it's hard for me to imagine it the same in other language (if japanese is canon). in the background, they even use romanized version of japanese (examples i remember: chigau instead of 違; nomu instead of 飲む). so does this mean kana and kanji doesn't exist? this is a very western setting, obv hinting a german vibe given that they live in berlint. ppl on the internet are saying "duh they're westerners so they speak german" okay so if that's the case, everyone is trilingual then?? if english is accepted in eden academy as well as Japanese used as spoken language, what is german? i get that most of the kids families come from elites or high ranking military officials so german has to be a must right? and given that ostania and westalis can understand each other, this indicates that they used to be a united country with maybe dialect/accent differences. in one ep, anya was tested on ancient languages and she would've gotten 100 points if she didn't misspell most of them. so does ancient languages refer to like greek or latin? or is it a case people speak japanese (cause that's all the va's know) but officially use english/german for everything? im getting myself confused. 

anyways, that's all i have to rant about the show for now.

ᯓ★ angel

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